I am sorry that things are so hard for you right now. My thoughts are with you and your family during this tough time. I wish I had thought to send you the “13 steps” entry and am glad you found it somewhere! My housemate and I were just talking about it last night, and how funny the hedgehog with the hat is, and how from number one you begin to feel better. If Brittney can get through 2007, I can get through today. I think that will be my new mantra. I hope your days start to getting better!